sense (be)grudge!
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Included it. Worth adding here?
If yes, sense 1st and 2nd or both does apply
1) To be unwilling to give or allow (someone something). [from 16th c.]
2) (obsolete) To hold or harbour with malicious disposition or purpose; to cherish enviously.
Not that I am going to use it, but maybe someone else will. Flāvidus (talk) 10:38, 5 November 2023 (UTC)